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Well...too much free time in office right now. Not really a good sign! But anyhow, i will still be going to Vietnam next week!!
FINALLY. Expectation will go up for sure, hope I match up with sales. But the damn swine flu is really a pain in the ass.

Glad i was talking to Mr. Sleepy all these while, who finally identified himself, after so many many years. I think he made history on my friends list lolz.

Then i was looking back at some of the entries i wrote. So many entries about feelings and thoughts that was recapped. I am frankly, quite fascinated at some of those things that i mentioned and wrote (some private ones), maybe a little surprised at those feelings during certain stages of my life.

I think i am too emotional a person. I realised i repeated quite a few times that i am aware of it. That I am going to change, but still, the same. I did change for a period of time, being more optimistic, but now i think i am back to square one, with a darker side that seems, worse...oh well. 

It seems that I forget quite a bit of stuff too on how i used to be. Thank god there is this blog i can refer back to. I realise I have short-term memories, forgetting alot of things along the way. Maybe I will get senile dementia soon...
 
Now that i re-read this entry i just wrote, sounds abit hilarious (to me). Maybe I have a knack for writing silly stuff. But still, a blog is for me to write whatever i feel like writing. So dun label me.

And oh ya, I nearly forgot to mention that I actually slipped and fell on my back at Bras Basah while walking for lunch on a rainy day. Damn Xia Xue leh!! And I broke my watch in the process. Damn fxxking sway. I think that is probably the first time in my adult life that I slipped and fell down like that. Like a kid who is totally without control and sense of balance. Even when i had a fall on other occasions, I still managed to maintain some sort of balance, but this one caught me totally off guard. So i have to blog this. It is still, quite funny when i think of it. Lolxxx. 

Wow finally back to this space again...finally getting connected back to the life i miss...

I am glad that there's no more exams for now

Still, need to hold myself firm 

To complete that last leg of the race 

Perservere!

 

 Some people are just plain irritating

And bores you to the core!

FYP starting soon...finally the light at the end of the tunnel! 

Wolverine Rocks!!

I think it's probably the most intense and best X-men movie ever, and i love the Gambit character very much too!

I initially tot Taylor Kitsch din really looked the part until i watched the movie. Quite tongue in the cheek kinda guy and i think he looked better in the movie than in the posters!

And the fight scene at the top of the Dam (i think) was totally awesome!! The view from the top make those scenes much more intense and Deadpool moves looked like a super special attack (like those super special attack u play and see at the arcade) that is totally cool!

Well i did not really follow the original story line of Wolverine and started collecting X-men comics after watching the Phoenix Saga cartoon on TV, so probably i think the storyline blend in quite well with the Gambit thing, thou he is said as not part of Wolverine original storyline.

Well, anyway while searching for some scenes on youtube found some X-men 4 Trailers. Sentinels! Looks exciting! But it seems they got another guy to play the gambit character in the movie.

I hope the storyline doesn't disappoint like X-men: The Last Stand where i think the Phoenix part of the storyline sucks big time!

Genting here i come again!!

Well got this link from Leslie that interpret personality using colours. I think it is kinda really accurate lo.
 http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

Name: Mike
Date: 4/8/2009
Colorgenics Number: 12346075

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You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.

You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

Huat Ar!

Won 4D this time...not alot but still better than nothing.

Buy 1 number only also can win, thou with 12 permutations la. 

This year fortune reading seems kinda accurate.

When i was much younger, while watching TV dramas on love and relationship issues talking about how and whether if 2 perosn love each other but yet really unsure, I would say "Woah lau , how come this girl/boy so stupid one, like means like, dun like means dun like lah! So Easy!"
But then, the drama seems to make it look so difficult for them to be together, with many misunderstandings, and in the end, results in either 2 parties involved being separated or become a sad story

Well, in real life, as i see these similiar scenarios before me....i find that i cant say what i used to say that it is so easy. Easy is easy because it is only using the mouth to talk and not really going thru what these reel life pple went thru. Then i too started to realise, these reel life scenarios are just a portrayal of the real life. Not that i only knew it now, just that it reminds me again.

How i wish these affairs of the heart can be just like the simple words that describe them. "Woah lau so easy!". But there are many unexpected things in life that happens. Things like emotions that one needs to deal with, the way things happens, the circumstances and scenarios that are being played differently, by different pple and many many others....

So, when such things do happen, what do u do? Do u re-call back the TV shows and do what they do on TV or do u just do what u think is right? Is there even a right thing to do to begin with? When the real emotions are at work, can you still do what u preach? Or do u do the things that u say u will never ever do, but then, commited the mistake by doing it?

Affairs are of the heart is always a complicated matter, at least to me. It is something which behaves in a different way, different from all things logical. No  correct or wrong answers, no standard procedures to follow....

If only things are that easy.

Well, i am just penning down my tots..and no, i am not feeling depressed, or fed-up with life or whatsoever...but really, just penning down my tots.

I hope i m not being a drama case here, but sometimes, isn't there that little drama queen dancing inside of us every now and then? I guess it is dancing inside me now.....

oh well....

I just remember as i was doing some housework just now...that my motto for this year is to be a Zen person.

But last nite, i just wasnt that zen enuf. Oh my, y did i forget that?!

Like what dear said, it takes time. Maybe i should go read more buddism books or maybe go into a retreat.

Shucks!

OMG! I really did win some toto money from the 10 million dollar draw! But it's like S$30 only....

Better than nothing since i only invested $4.

i got the no2, 3,4 & 5th number totally same!

I finally broke my record of zero winnings in such gamblings. Ho ho ho!

i should buy Sam lunch!!

I have always appreciate people who are a little bit more frank and straight forward in a conversation be it face to face or over msn.

In fact, i prefer to talk to these pple and would admire them for their frankness as i can be a pretty secretive person at times.

It either they like u they talk to u or dun like u and step on u, so same on my side. I may not like a person too even if they fall into the category of frank pple. 

What kind of person r u?

The last episode of Little Nonya is a little bit disappointing..a few things left unexplained. Never show how Yueniang escape fire and also saw the older version of Robert praying to her at the end of the show...how come?! Tot he is shot dead by TianBao?

Ha..and my sister called during the burning scene to ask my mother why robert wants to burn them to death...lol. My mum said how she know lol! Think she is so into the drama ready...

I think i better take some time to look at the new fengshui chart for 2009. May need to re-arange my furnitures again...I just realised all the unlucky stars seems to be flying into my room! KNS!

Some more 2009 is not going to be a great year for a goat...have to lie low again for another year. Think i rally have to use this year to prepare myself for better days to come.

Anyway, going again to Lilian Too's Fengshui talk again this Sunday! Whee! Thank to Alvan who sponsored my ticket! Thank you!

Actually come to think of it, 2008 was quite a tough year for the first half for me, mainly due to personal obstacles to overcome. Went to visit fortune teller a few times, in Singapore and even Genting Lolz! I think i am such a superstitious auntie! But it was good at least things started to improve after that.

I think i am going to religiously do what i do now and hope better luck come my way!

This year Xmas party was fun, mostly due to the addition of new games to the party. Well we are all acting away like clowns and doing silly things but i guess that''s where the fun is. Thanks to the presence of alcohol (and alcoholics) that's y! 

Everyone is in a merry spirit and seems to be enjoying except for the sometimes sarcasm that's flying around. Haiiiiiii.....but guess we are all so used to it rite? Tsk tsk

Anyway, i think maybe i should start writing cards to pple next year then i can start to put my opinions into good use hor hehe

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